31 October: Hallowhen
31 October: Hallowhen I try to wake up, I don’t remember why. Lost in a nightmare of ordinary. Time is passing, I know this Because that is what time does, But when is now? These are dreams – They must be, Because I never sleep, Unless I already am. I am trying to wake up, I have been for so long now, But the clocks never move, Or I look at them At exactly the same time always, Or they are broken, Or I am. But it is always dark, And I am lost Behind closed eyes. I would like to wake up, But, When is this? It was before. That is when I closed my eyes, But that was long ago, Though the clocks say It is still then. It is always then, It is always now. Events pass me by like specters, And it is still then. And then is now. Why can’t I wake up? I would not choose this. Can you dream Within your dream? How can you know? Will I ever know? I would not choose this. I did...